December 2009
2 posts
Quiz.
What was the last reason you went to the hospital for? My grandma was dying of cancer. Scary place, I hate hospitals. Are you shy? Yeah, around strangers.
Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? Sometimes I love it, but other times it gets hopelessly lonely. Is anything wrong with your eyes? Nope! How has 2009 been for you so far? Not the greatest, I hope next year is better. ...
October 2009
7 posts
This is Halloween, by Marilyn Manson.
HAPPY...
I seethe,
I seethe.
September 2009
3 posts
"Name a famous world leader?"
“THOMAS EDISON!” “He led the world into electricity!”
And it will smoulder here.
August 2009
14 posts
Up.
I set myself up for fantastic falls because I like the feeling of going up.
Death Valley.
“These children that come at you with knives, they are your children. You taught them. I didn’t teach them. I just tried to help them stand up.” - Charles Manson.
stuckinmymind:
“Cause baby I’m an anarchist and you’re a spineless liberal.”
Fuck.
When I was on shrooms I put Sister Fister’s cover of this song on repeat, and I’ve never felt as good.
User Friendly.
Use me when you want to come I’ve bled just to have your touch When I’m in you I want to die User friendly fucking dopestar obscene Will you die when you’re high You’d never die just for me She says, “I’m not in love, but I’m gonna fuck you ‘til somebody better comes along.” Use me like I was a whore Relationships are such a bore ...
I'm not sure how I feel.
Nothing is wrong but something isn’t right.
Jordan.
beets:
I think my phone is at YOUR house.
please please please check.
Haven’t found it yet, but I’ll dig through the couch tonight.
Night.
I made myself tea, and I sort of feel better.
complaints
maritalks:
My accordion is wheezing. It is also too late to play it in my co-op and also too late to be in the park legally or safely feeling on my lonesome. The majority of my best friends have boyfriends or girlfriends and never have time for meeeee. I don’t have very much money and have materialistic wants! For example, a banjo! Some clothing! Some records and cds! Healthy food! A new home! etc...
Notice to all, mainly Brigid.
My phone is in the library lost and found.
July 2009
10 posts
kinderfeld.
he lives inside my mouth and tells me what to say when he turns the trains on he makes it go away the hands are cracked and dirty and the nails are beetle wings when he turns the trains on he unties all of the strings the worm: "tell me something beautiful, tell me something free, ...
Suicide.
I wish I could kill myself and not be dead.
Depression.
Sadness broke open my skull.
stuckinmymind:
I need to fix my sling but I can’t and no one is here.
Call me?
Help.
I’m sick, and lonely.
I don’t know how to put this feeling into words.
June 2009
20 posts
True Romance.
I will never find love like this.
The Downward Spiral.
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#The%20Downward%20Spiral.
“He couldn’t believe how easy it was. He put the gun into his face Bang! So much blood from such a tiny little hole.
Problems do have solutions, you know. A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash. Everything’s blue… Everything’s blue in this world. The deepest shade of...
Arrested Development.
Wake up, watch Arrested Development, fall asleep.
This is all my days consist of lately.
Jules et Jim.
Wow.
"I Will Let You Down."
“I will make you hurt.”
Every Day is Exactly the Same.
“I believe I can see the future, Because I repeat the same routine. I think I used to have a purpose, But then again, That might have been a dream. I think I used to have a voice, Now I never make a sound. I just do what I’ve been told, I really don’t want them to come around.” - Nine Inch Nails.
Things are so fucking boring and sad now, it’s become...
amnesiac1331:
wooooo it’s time for the Fragile.
“Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore TOO FUCKED UP TO CARE ANYMORE”
The Fragile is fucking mind shattering.
The Fragile.
"She shines In a world full of ugliness She matters When everything is meaningless Fragile She doesn't see her beauty She tries to get away Sometimes It's just that nothing seems worth saving I can't watch her slip away I won't let you fall apart She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by Hoping someone can see If I could fix myself I'd— But it's too late for me I won't let you fall...
I'm so fucking lonely!
I now spend time with people I hate just because I hate them less than I hate myself.
I’m so fucking lonely, someone please rescue me.
Hm.
I have been doing a lot of writing lately, and plan on continuing this throughout the summer. So, maybe I’ll dump it here.
And All That Could Have Been.
These things you say haunt me like fucking demons, “echoing your voice just like the rinigng in my ears.”
I am going to lie to my shrink and tell her I’m fine now, so I don’t have to be subjected to weekly brainwashings.
I think I’ll be alone this summer, I can’t handle anything else. I am in a lot of pain. This is lowest I’ve ever been.
I Hate.
I hate not being able to explain myself properly.
I never leave a conversation and feel good about what I’ve said.
